C Am It's M.C. And Y.J., another hit, okay. C Bdim We looking fine, taking off, saw us on a runway CAm On any given Sunday, Monday, Tuesday (haha) C Bdim C They try to confuse me, I never let 'em use me [Verse 1] Am I was a girl, you were the man F I was too young to understand C G I was na - ive, I just believed N.C. Everything that you told me Am Said you were strong, protecting me F Then I found out that you were weak CG Keeping me there under your thumb N.C. 'Cause you were scared that I'd become much Am More than you could handle FC Shining like a chandelier G That decorated every room Am Inside the private hell we built FC And I dealt with it like a kid G I wished I could fly away but instead [Pre-chorus] FAm I kept my tears in - side 'cause I knew if I G Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my F C G Life with you I finally built up the strength N.C. To walk away don't regret it Am But I still live with the side effects [Chorus] N.C. Waking up scared some nights F C Still dreaming 'bout the violent times G Still a little protective 'bout the people Am That I let inside N.C. Still a little defensive FC Thinking folk be trying to run my life G Still a little depressed N.C. Inside I fake a smile and deal with the Am F Side effects CG Side ef - fects F C Side effects G Side ef - fects [Verse 2] Am Vacant in - side, no one was there F Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet CG Once in a while, put up a fight N.C. It's just too much, night after night Am After a while, I would just lie F You was dead wrong, said you was right CG Did what I could just to survive N.C Couldn't believe this was my life Am Flickering like a candle FCG Doing my best to handle sleep - ing with the enemy Am C Aware that he was smothering every last part of me G So I broke away and finally found the strength to leave [Pre-chorus] FAm Kept my tears in - side 'cause I knew if I G Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my F C G Life with you I finally built up the strength N.C. To walk away don't regret it Am But I still live with the side effects [Chorus] N.C. Wakin' up scared some nights F C Still dreaming 'bout the violent times G Still a little protective 'bout the people Am That I let inside N.C. Still a little defensive FC Thinking folk be trying to run my life G Still a little depressed N.C. Inside I fake a smile and deal with the Am F Side effects CG Side ef - fects F C Side effects G Side ef - fects [Rap] Am F Hey Magnifico or should I say Magnificent? CC/GG Ain’t nothing worth your happiness and I ain’t caring who you’re with. AmF Misery love company so we ain’t tryin’ to hang with y’all. C C/G G Hurt you if ya let ’em in, gotta keep ya sucka smilin’. Am F Keep tryin’ to play ’pology, I tell him I ain’t blowin’ tho. CC/G G Think they want me outta here, I tell ’em I ain’t goin’ tho. Am F Side effects be drowsiness, loneliness, how is this? C C/G G/C G G/BG/C F/A I think they call it hateration, what can you prescribe for this? [Bridge] F Forgive but I can't forget C Everyday I deal with this C/G I live with the side effects G But I ain't gon let them get the best of me F Forgive but I can't forget C Everyday I deal with this C/G I live with the side effects G But I ain't gon let them get the best of me [Pre-chorus] FAm kept my tears in - side 'cause I knew if I G Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my F C G Life with you I finally built up the strength N.C. To walk away don't regret it Am But I still live with the side effects [Chorus and Fade] N.C. Wakin' up scared some nights F C Still dreaming 'bout the violent times G Still a little protective 'bout the people Am That I let inside Still a little defensive FC Thinking folk be trying to run my life G Still a little depressed N.C. Inside I fake a smile and deal with the Am F Side effects CG Side ef - fects F C Side effects G Side ef - fects